Here it is...my first blog. Well, that's not true. I have written plenty in my head, but none made it to print. Please understand, with amazing bloggers, like MckMamma, how can I even begin to write. Here are some of the blogs that I almost wrote: "Everything is Mine" about the day my 17 month old, Charlie, learned to say "mine" and I wished I could remove it from his vocabularly. "Cookie Monster Needs a Grammer Lesson" about my strong desire for the infamous blue character to use proper English. 'Me want cookie' is not acceptable. "The Almost Baby Bump" about my miscarriage/ectopic pregnancy a few months ago and how God must always be glorified. "Alyssa Got Her Wings" about my friends who loved and cared for their daughter until she went to be with God at 18 months due to a genetic disease called Hurler's Syndrome. And how I miss her, even though I never met her. "Who I Am" about me. This blog probably gives me the most struggles. I am not sure that I know who I am. I am in this place between who I am and who I want to be. I guess that is one of the reasons I am here making my first blog. Putting things on paper is good. Blog #1 complete.